Funky Fish

Wow. Yes… I’m back! I’m still blog-template-hopping, but this wil do for now.

Where to start???

Ok, I havent been posting because
a.) I’ve been busy going round town, and painting it red too.
b.) I’ve been spending my online time trying to give this blog a huge nice makeover that will last for more that 30 mins.
c.) I’ve been doing some stuff and going through a weird thing (or FLing =P)

Paddle, paddle, paddle!!!
But me being back wont last long, as I’m leaving for La Union tomz… Im going surfin!!!
Yeah dude!! I cant wait, i even bought myself my own rashguard already… nyaahahaha =)

Besides that, went to an amazing concert last night. It was unexpectadly super fun!

Yipee!!!

Well, I’m 14… Since two days ago.
to celebrate, i had a litttle party sunday evening, and then on tuesdy, that’s when we got moving.

We, my parents (mom, 2 dads), my brother and I ate in Lolo dad’s. It’s this AMAZING restaurant where it’s all fancy and shit, and it made me feel guilty ordering cause it’s so expensive.

since it was MY day, i wanted to be pretty hehe, so i put on this nice top and.. the works

THE MENU FOR THAT EVENING

for appetizer
a ceaser salad with romanian leaves and home baked croutons
baked oysters and toped with a slice of foie gras on each shell
more baked oysters

for the main course
sea bass topped with a gingery thing (forgot how it was cooked) with mushrooms and asparagus
grilled scallops and hallibut with (i forgot)
grilled angus steak with mashed potatoes
and (MY FAVE)
grilled rack of lamb, served with blue cheese rice, and grilled garlic and tomatoes
hmmmmmmm. D.E.LICIOUS and i had a few sips of wine

for desert
my dad ordered this odd blue cheese ice cream (utterly disgusting)
and a mango stuff with wafers and pistachio ice cream (ok, i know it sounds wierd, but it’s NOT)

anyway!!!!!! it was the boooooomb!!!!!

we had a few bites from what we ordered and then we kinda played musical plates…
we passed our food to the right, so the other person could taste it too. and so on, and so forth, until we reached our plate again.
the remaining was enough for you to have another bite and well… everything was finished!

i got my birthday gift yesterday, and i’m obsessed. im quite a messy, and unorganized person (sssshh!!! thats my dirty little secret!) and i want ALL my songs to be WELL organized!

And it’s kinda hard transfering the songs form one player to another COMPLETELY different one, with another software and all, so i’m still quite lost.

I started a new book, which was something quite extraordinary for me. Haha. The only real books I read are books I don’t have to read (like for school,…)

The excitement, and thrill when I opened the hardbound book, and took it out of the plastic. The sound of the virgin and untouched crisp pages. The cover, so… clean and shiny. As I flipped through the first few pages, this sort of sadness came over me. I dont want it to end.

You know that feeling when you immerse yourself in a story and lifestyle, and feel like it’s actually real? You see the characters move, talk and live. You feel what they feel, to a point that it’s so real, you tend to forget that it’s… fiction. It’s so great, to live in someone else’s shoes even if they’re not real. It shows a different side of life, and gives you a different view on life. That feeling of floating, and forgetting your life sometimes brings a certain calm over me.

It takes my mind off my problems, and material things. It takes me to a place, where I live to watch, and not just plain live. I forget about that bitch in singing class or that other person who may think that I am hiding from, (which BTW i am not), or about my birthday party/dinner.

It’s such an amazing feeling, and I’m scared it’ll end. It’s the same for the Harry Potter series, the last one may be the end.

For once, I want to feel like I was on cloud 9 and just drift through life.

If life were a dance, I’d probably be hip-hopping it through, because I’m not as graceful as my friends. I can’t tap dance, I’m not good with my feet. I can’t pole dance cause I’m not …. Lol.

I changed the theme and layout of my blog as you may see. I didnt want to change the music, cause it’s still very representative and it goes really well with the colors. (hehe, kinda weird though)

Ok… I havent posted for a couple of days so this might be long.

Yesterday, I felt so… fulfilled cause i went back to center. I arrived there and I was the only ‘level 2′, so i was so sure that i could sing a whole lot better than everyone else in that particular class. There was one lady who didnt even know the timing of her own song! She couldnt get the rigth tones either… The vocal coach would sing a note, the lady would either do it flat, or sharp… Or sometimes croak.

I did a pretty good job there cause I had the stylizing and stuff… exept for one note which was the climax of the whole 4 minute piece. Yes, i do LOVE the invention of the mic and speakers, cause i do think that i sound better and i can reach higher notes with them… Lol. Or maybe i just know that if ever i do croak, its ok cause anyway, I’m still learning!!!

Oh and last night… or shall i say the first few minutes of this day (meaning to say at 12am last night) something fairly odd happened to me. But it’s too early to write it down, I dont wanna eat my words later on.

ALLEZ LES BLEUS! ALLEZ LES BLEUS! ALLEZ!!!

GO FRANCE!!! Fifa Worldcup 2006 Finalists!!!

Hello. Not that you’d care really…
Today, I spent the whole day with a bitch. Yes, a bitch. Ooooh… You didn’t know her???
Well, she’s a motherf****** bitch who wants to ruin my life…. And my dad’s.
Benefit of the doubt. A second chance. A few seldom moments of conversation, and still that ho doesnt apeal to my taste. She’s probably a size 1 and has a fake bosom area.

She’s supposed to fucking at least try to fucking reach out to her boyfriend’s fucking daughter!!! But no. A day with her, and I was mostly talking to my dad. Didnt even bother to ask her how she was, and to my suprise, neither did she.

We went shopping in ATC for my dad’s house, and for fun, I suggested the complete opposite of what she suggested. LOL. Sometimes, my dad would go for mine!!! She doesnt really know me, and I dont really care about her. She doesnt know what I like and what I dont, so I think she cant realy strike up a good convo with me. (Besides the point that she’s a complete airhead)…

When she met me last year, this is what happened:
[my dad introducing us]:
Phem, this is Miles… and Miles, this is your tita Phem.
[me trying to sound sweet and adorable... lol.]:
Hi!
[her twirling her hair around her finger]:
Ay… you have short hair pala!!!

At that time, i did have short hair, but hello!!! You don’t say that when you meet your boyfriend’s daughter! In fact, you don’t say that at all!!!

Back to today…

When she’d ask me somethin, I’d answer with a few words. When she told me a fact about herself that i couldn’t care less about, I’d just smile or even grin.

I didnt ask her anything, and if I had to, I’d ask it to my father.

I guess, we don’t like each other, but I don’t care, cause at the end of the day, I AM my dad’s daughter, and she is JUST his girlfriend. I COME from my dad and my dad raised ME. So sucks to her, and to them. Sucks to everything she represents. Sucks to her fucking fake boobs.

Here’s to me, and my diplomacy. Here’s to my dad and I. and Here’s to a better tomorrow.
Cheers!

Oooh! for the fun part of today:

• I spilled water all over the rustan’s floor.
• I fell asleep in the back of my dad’s car and woke up in a jolt cause I thougth i shouted something out loud.
• I tried my best (but failed) to make a fool out of the bitch.
• My dad wanted to run over a guard because he was an ass.
• I drove on my dad’s lap just like when I was 5!!! *clap* *clap*

parked car…
this night sky
makes city lights shine like diamonds…
our song plays on the radio

First day of summer vacay!!! ok, well not really because the first day was tomorrow but it’s ok .

hmmm… I’m not yet sure where I’m off to this time, but for sure we’ll be going to the beach a few times. Might i meet my non-existent summer fling there??? lol.

Well, Rafi will go on tuesday and be with her fling. I want one too!!!!!!

I’ll probably bored the first few days, hell maybe even weeks, but this vacay will turn out right! Maybe I have a summer fling …